I'm done

I'm finished

I'm threw

With throwing myself at you.

I don't know why you can't see

How perfect we would be

Your loss

My gain

I will go

I will be

You can join me if you please

But, I am done

I am finished

I am threw

With throwing myself at you!

My whole entire life I have been brushing my hair. My mom is a hair dresser and she always tells me to brush my hair. So I have always brushed my hair.

I have been useing this brush for the past three years. I really liked that brush. Well the bristle base started to get detached from the handle of the brush so I kept on pushing it back in and useing the brush even though it was falling apart. Then the bristle base completely fell off the handle and so I started to just hold the bristle base with out the handle. It worked just fine if you ask me.

"Why don't you just go buy a new brush?" you ask. Well, I am a lazy bum. I don't think about brushing my hair when I am out shopping and if I was thinking about it I wouldnt want to spen the money on a brush. "But a brush is not very expencive!" you say. But it really isn't about the price of a brush it is the fact that I would have to buy it. And the truth is, I just don't want to.

Earlier this week I lost my little brush thing. So I just haven't been brushing my hair. It doesn't seem to be a problem. My hair doesn't seem to be ratty, tangled or horrible. It actually seems softer and nicer since I haven't brushed it.

So the question stands, why do we need to brush our hair?

I am almost done with school. I have 6 credits/units left to finish my BA and I graduate. Three classes and I am done! Free! Free at last! I am se excited to be done with school.

There is only one problem. Only one. I have to work durring two of my classes. That means that I can only take 2 units this semester and the fees are still going to be the same amount as is I took all the classes I need. I don't think it is worth it to me.

It sucks because I have worked so hard. I have paid all my own tuition. I have paid all my own rent. My parents don't help me. I work hard and I live simply so that I can go to school debt free. Well. Here I am almost done and I have to take a break for a year till I get to finish. It sucks!

But it is ok. I will live. I can work and pay bills and hang out and chill out and veg out. haha. who knows maybe I can go on a trip or something. Maybe I will. who knows? Who knows what is in store for me this year. Maybe 2007 is going to be a break. Maybe I will hang out and be happy and stress free. That will be great. We will see. WE will see.

By my new house there is a bike trail. I love the bike trail. It is a pretty ride. It goes down by the shore and for at least half of it I can see the ocean. The other parts are a water cress patty, a powerplant a canal, houses and a golfcourse. I love riding it.

Today I was riding and it started to rain and it was really fun to ride the rain. My friend and I got all wet and we even heard some thunder. It was great fun.

My friend had it worse than me. Since we were riding in the rain there was mud and dirt and as we rode the tires would splash the wet dirt up our backs. Hers went all the way up her back and to her hair line but mine was just on my bum. So it looked like doodoo.

Ok I don't know why I am telling you this. haha

It has been a really long time since I have bloged. Alot of my friends have quit Tblog and so I quit writing and I didn't feel like it. But I think I need a little bit of an outlet to people who know me in this tblog world where the people I see in real life won't be. I know I am weird. But sometimes I like to write about things that I don't want my face to face friends to know about. So I think I might be starting something like that in here soon. But for now I will tell you a bit about what I have been up to or at least a little bit about the changes I have been going through physically. Before I left the world of blogging I had shoulder length light brown hair parted down the middle, no bangs glasses, chubby the whole works. I know I was always pretty and had a cute face but I wasn't comfortable within my own skin. I was in a wedding at the end of May last year and I decided that I was done being fat so I changed my diet, started excersising and I have now lost 25 lbs! Yay! My glasses broke and insurance won't pay for new glasses this year but they gave me contacts. Then I met this gay guy through my friends and my friends told him that I was a rockstar, which is not totally true-but close. haha and he said, "I am sorry but there is nothing about you that says ROCKSTAR" It was like a shank in my heart but I knew that it was a true statement and so I agreed to be his model at the hair salon and now I have a new cut, a fringe and platinum blonde hair. I have to say I look way better than I did before and I am so thankful!! So people don't recognize me anymore but that it ok it makes things more fun. One thing that is different about me now is that I am more comfortable in my skin and I have so much more confidence in myself. New confidence is a good thing except for the fac t that it draws more guys. People might say that is a good thing and it is except for the fact that it draws all the guys that I don't want not the ONE that I want. OH well. If he cant think I am awesome then I guess I don't want him either.