06.27.08 (9:25 pm)


Was it my imagination?   [edit]
Last week I was riding my bike to work. It was the early morning, 4:15am, so it was still dark. After I crossed the main road I turned onto the bike trail behind the businesses. It is kinda shady down there. Alot of druggies and homeless people live down there. I normally am not afraid.

As I turned on the trail I turned and looked at the picnic bench which is on the corner and there was a person squatting next to it. As I passed the person looked up at me and I just kept on going. I ride pretty fast so I was far down the road I wasn't worried about the person chasing me or anything.

Then in my mind I saw a little movie. I saw myself riding down the trail and next to the person squatting was also a demon. As the person looked up at me the demon did too. The demon seemed very interested in me and got up and started chasing me. It was moving real fast. It wasn't like it was running because there was no up and down of a runner but it was like it was flying real close to the ground after me. It was even faster than that cop who ran real fast on the Terminator.

That was all I saw in the little movie in my mind and I was scared. I don't normally get scared. So I started praying. I said out loud in a strong voice, "NO!!! I am a child of God! Jesus' blood covers me! God has not given me a spirit of fear but of power, love and a sound mind!" Then it was over. I was not scared anymore and I didn't feel like I was being chased.

I kinda wonder if I have an over active imagination or if in the spirit realm that really happened. I wonder sometimes.





06.25.08 (11:30 pm)


"You make me want to better myself"   [edit]
So I was reading Subadiva's blog and she was talking about her new friend and how he said that she made him want to better himself. I think this is a really sweet thing to say but it makes me wonder, do all guys say that?

I have a friend too and he says that to me too. He actually said it a couple times. It seems so sweet when they say that. But really is this just a line? I don't want to think so but I also don't want to just fall for a line either.

Very interesting.